Believing in the Face of Uncertainty

Have you ever felt a stirring in your heart that goes a bit like this:

I cannot do it. I swear, Lord, I know you can do anything but I literally cannot. Or God, I have so much to express and, Lord, to tell it all would absolutely overwhelm the poor individual on the other end?

That is what happens every day I feel like. God completely transforms my day from seemingly important and hard and then fills my life with so much goodness, restoration and hopeful realizations that I want to spend the rest of the day sharing it. Whatever this means, I need to find a balance. I can't take it and I like my friends too much.

Thankful for the people who pour into my life- who throw paper airplanes at me that have written on them "sending a hug your way ( :", who spend time just listening and sharing life, who go on a run with you, and those friends you haven't seen a while but get a chance to via skype. Life is good and I am thankful, and its all because of God's incredible work in me.

He can change your heart and answer your prayers. I hope and pray you believe that today. I'm still figuring things out but he hasn't let me down yet and I don't believe he ever will.

"Joshua son of Nun and Caleb son of Jephunneh, members of the scouting party, ripped their clothes and addressed the assembled People of Israel: "The land we walked through and scouted out is a very good land-very good indeed. If God is pleased with us, he will lead us into that land, a land that flows, as they say, with milk and honey. And he'll give it to us. Just don't rebel against God! And don't be afraid of those people. Why, we'll have them for lunch! They have no protection and God is on our side. Don't be afraid of them!"
     Numbers 14:6-9 (The Message)