Every Day

Tears fade
as I step into the shade
and all becomes a slate hue
till slowly

all becomes new
the light green poking
through the grass and towards the sun

the pollen dust that has begun
to cover and destroy
any chance of making it
without our allergies, oh boy

but here as I sit
in the shade of what will be
and has been

it isn't so hard to mend
but easier yet to be
with God inside of me
resting in my heart

never to part
forsake or leave
life once tried to cleave
and does every moment since

but God has held me tight
even when things don't make sense
and the world seems a game of jenga
just tumbling all around

but here there is no tumbling
no loud and boisterous sound

only the pitter patter
of the rain washing away
the pain of pollen and sorrow
I thought always to stay.

Thankful to God for relieving me and helping others believe for me in times when it seemed too much But He is good and I'm learning that more and more every day. I pray that you are too!