I never understood that till today, when the last arrow hit and sank deep within my heart till I was left sobbing sporadically unable to handle the pain. It just is not right. I am so thankful that God showed me what to me seems like the most horrible thing in the world, and something that I desperately want to change. I don't know how. I don't know when. I only know I choose to believe that God has equipped me to do this just as he has equipped everyone to make a unique impact on the world.
Christine Caine has been a huge influence, as has Joyce Meyer, Jen Griffin, Kelly Hubatka, and so many more. One day I pray that this is carried out and I'm beginning now- in earnest prayer, planning and reflection.
Praying for that I move forward not in an anger driven passion but in hope for the future and a want to spread His love.
Till then, going to sleep to this beautiful and hopeful song b/c no matter what there is still hope in life:
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