Monday, July 24, 2017

Leaves

Running
I jump
leaves rustled
heart grounded
as my heart leaps up and down
a part of me is found

as I yearn
for lighter air
I wipe aside a hair
from my glistening brow

and wonder how

how
did I come to be here
Lord, how do you always
miraculously draw me near
and bail me out

my heart could show with joy
and then,"
MOMMY!"

not a real cry
but a want for time
with

when I
I need a break

how can I for Christ's sake
be the best me
when most days
its hard to see
who that may
be

art, I love
using my hands, I love
I love cloudy cool
and any watery pool
though natural more than most
I love to host
   [but only for a time]
I love to help
   [but see now it might be for my own good]

what is this hood
that in writing
falls over my heart

what does it mean to be set
apart

where does my speaking and seeking start

so many hopes
so much to cope

and yet change
like the Santa Ana's
is in the air

and leaves,
leaves are everywhere.