A4

My heart is ringing
as You go
drip drop
stop
I can't move
I can't choose

frozen

sin infiltrates my mind
with kinds
of thoughts that are debilitating
myself hating
a "painless drug"

I sit and shrug and wither
neither hither or there
as too much I care

& slowly melt away
until You say,"
be still
I will
restore you yet-
so don't fret, sweet one."

and with a kiss
You miss the bad
and grab the good
and the should
becomes the is
as I only wished
and with that kiss
I see
You love
me

and the scales fall from
my eyes
& to my surprise...

I see not my God
but a handsome man
part of God's plan to make
me whole

& heal my soul

"one
day
at
a
time"

peace rushes in
my God to win
ever His is the victory.

      In Jesus name,
                        Amen ( :