Found

Thorn in the side
nothing to hide
as it stabs my chest
what is this
rest
I had not bargained for
and hurts even more
and deeper
like a creeper
that just won't leave
so is this thing inside of me
how can I live
for this alone
hitting me
stone by
stone
till death is near
and overwhelming fear
heart empties
what once was full
and I am left
a shell of a fool

such is to love and to be lost
But I am so ready to be found.