Written in the beautiful Ben & Jerry's:

Each moment
choose
to win or to lose
prosper or fail
sink or sail

and yet as I wail
on about this or that
self esteem lays flat
not inflated at all
how long ago did it fall?

and each time propped
but not secured
even though consistently assured
what is that leak
that makes me so weak
and so unworthy
of love, life and living
that i counteract with
laughter, smiles and giving

God, you have given me a choice
and though my mind makes it hard
I want to follow my heart
and follow you
in whatever you would have me to do.

Praying that I continue to do his will, regardless!