Not engaged

Broken dreams

I had
tripped
and they in my hand
fell
I reached
but missed
and so I kissed
those dear dreams
no more

as they hit the floor
and shattered
all that had once mattered
hit me at the core
reconstruct
there is no luck
there is something else in store

and as I piece together
a different dream
I learn what that means
to love
and live and be
but most of all
I miss you and me
or what I dreamt we'd be
and as dear friends
say I do
I wish I knew
the same for me and you
but that is not our fate
our God given destiny
he knows what is best for me
and said that better was to be found
and so I've looked around

lifted flower pots
and jumped in streams
overturned rocks
and turned over leaves

only to find
i've lost my mind
trying to do something
only God can do

waiting for the right- you.
(whatever that means)